James aka HwortA

Welp I yam in the desert now, Qatar to be exact. Kind of hot and dusty. Just hanging out and drying out. Will post pics of this barren forsaken land soon!

After 6 months of paperwork I finally got married on 21 Jun 07. Its nifty but i dont feel real different, guess hafta wait till the honeymoon phase is over! Pictures will be a comming shortly.

Current Mood: happy

About to get married in a month or two.

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There is me and her. Eriko is realiy nifty and pop rocks.


Life is always interesting as is mine, I think I am a magnet for crazy and unusual things. The military has a lawyer organization that defends military members from administrative and punitive actions. Going to them is supposed to have no negative reactions, buya! I went and the new Chief told my boss I was in the crosshairs!!! Our current generation of leaders are either power hungry dictators or so laid back, hot or cold no medium! 

Its cute to hear someone recite the oath of enlistment and the Constitution while enforcing a totalitarian style of leadership on all his subordinates.

Current Mood: annoyed

Well I am sleeping most of every weekend. I work too much!!!! Went out last night with some friends. Hopefully I will be out more after I move off base!!!! I am so excited its un

Well I am in Japan now, things here are crazy expensive but thats okay, I love it here, things could not be better.

Current Mood: excited

Well things are going fairly nice for me, about to move to Japan in a few months.

Just installed new smiley face thingy on my computer


Lets have a celebration! mw ahahahahaha :)

Current Mood: happy

Just got back from shopping in Seoul, Suzie took me around Dongdaemoon making mad deals for me :) No she isnt a girlfriend only a friend :) I had so much fun, sometimes I like going out with no place to stay and just wonder around and find a place to sleep when I need to sleep, my buddy Ki Young was worried for me but I was like I am allright :) Found a nice sauna to sleep in, it pop rocked! Today I was just walking around with a dumb grin on my face. Recently I have been so happy about life its scary, well have fun peeps!

Current Mood: listless

 Well this is my dream car, Mini Cooper! When I arrive in Japan I will prolly get a motorcycle! So I can save up to buy one of these bad boys!

Well it appears that I have dusted off my olf blog and picked it up. I am in Korea now and much happeir!! I have a great job here and the best boss on the palnet. I just lost my best troop ever cuz we PCS'ed to Japan good for him. Well hang in there!

Current Mood: happy

He was agreat man who won the cold war, and reinvigorated America. I am truely sorry to see sucha great leader pass from us.

I have found out the true value of being able to trust people. I have also found out that people prefer a flirtaceous ass kisser who couldnt get laid in a brothel to a person who has values and integrety. I shouldnt be supprised. Things in my life never cease to amaze me, but it gets better as time goes on and I learn who I cant turn my back on.

Current Mood: angry

well we have a wienner! I yam at werk now! they take a demented pleasure in making things harder than they have to be, I had to call some network people becuase we cannot connect to a server somewhere, i called the people on my list, and they game me another number and those people gave me another number, after 20 more numbers I gave up... oh well the guy who knows anythin doesnt come in for a while ::sruggs:: guess ill have to wait..... oh well...

Current Mood: aggravated

Well today is daylight savings! going to work at the zoo, fun fun fun... been collecting a lot of anime, wallpapers, and what have not, for making avatars and stuff! paint shop pro is ticking me off, but i think i can manage it now! tragic story of the computer guy who has not enough patience to work his own computer!

hey denwa kootersan! i can cook here is a lil pic!

Current Mood: peaceful
Current Music: listening to alternitave!

the sum of all joy
converging platitudes
spontaneous insanity
total clarity
falling at a hundred miles an hour
sweet happyness
sour bitterness


one fleeting thought
one drop of water in the desert
a yes when the world says no
an act of desperation
an answer to all your prayers
a flaw in your diamond, no one sees
all in all
hope


carnal pleasure
a few hours of bliss
instant release
gallons of empathy
im part of you
we are part of everyone
this can be happyness
i hope it wont end



are we empty at the core
who can fill us up
who is worthy
does every person want
are we desolate
can we help what we are


i am my own worst enemy
no one ever pushes me, i jump
when people care, i run
we cant help but be what we are
i do love myself




why cant i help myself
one heartbeat
your voice, sweet smell of your skin
two heartbeats
your smile, the echo of your dreams
three heartbeats
i would have given you the world
four heartbeats
i thought you were mine, why wasnt i good enough
five heartbeats
allthough i loved you more than you loved me'
you are the one who will miss out in the end






Oftentimes I lay in my bed
on the edge of conscienceness
millions of thoughts run through my head

My mind will not shut down
ideas flying about incessantly
my eyes are so heavy I frown

My brain feels like it wants to fight
eyes so heavy feel of led
crazy things start to seem right

Sometimes I sleep all day
still wake up drowzy
my head still feels like hay

oh my god whats wrong with my body
muscles always feel allright
its my head that seems so shody

maybe one day ill get my rest
sleep all night dreaming rouwdy
then my sleep will be best

maybe all i need is her by my side
breathing and living with me
then my insomnia will finally hide!







Oh my its a little green man
where could he have come from
did he come from putter space
or maybe some licud innerspace?

do my thoughts play with me
why are crazy things all about
is this insanity; loosing touch
or am i simply dreaming in my bed

mom used to always say
not sleeping enough was bad
but why listen to parents
when ur born knowing everything?

sometimes incendesent light hurts my eyes
happy thoughts are needles in my brain
thinking becomes a real strain
and simply eating food isnt fun anymore

however sometimes my thoughts rush in
my life comes into focus like a snap
ideas come and form instantly within my grasp
and colors are more vibrant than life itself

why is this thing a double edged sword
it cuts for good and bad
how can you decide if its a curse or blessing
how do you weigh a coin against itself; heads or tails?

Well im in the Chair Farce! im technically a Network Engineer - Comms Troop... but at Langley all i really do is make my users feel safe, we dont really have a real job.... the other day I got paged into work to change the TV from one input to another.... the user thought the line was down, when they asked me what i did I very carefully explained the magic of pushing the remote control button... but really its not too bad, the taxpayers paide me over 30 thousand dollars to re enlist and what am I doing? changing settings on a plasma display TV woot woot... BTW in case you didnt understans my sarcasm im in the USAF... the just promoted me too woot woot, now hopefully I wont get in too much trouble doing my job... my boss likes to ruin people's careers but we I wont let them screw my troop.... iraq is the enemy not me!!! otay im donr ranting! next feb my boss retires woot woot! happyness will star to grow!

well this is my first entry! pop im no longer a virgin! tee tee tee